sometimes i believe that us as humans are supposed to feel depression & sadness especially if we are artist.

i believe everything comes from a place in our soul it explains our urning for more, & our intensity to blast out of our normal average life.

when i was depressed and wanted to kill myself, i always visualized death as this dark place where everything is nothingness...

so instead of pursuing death, i chose to pursue the exact opposite. i chose life! & i changed fear to love & now the only thing i do is take shots even if i miss.